the journey so far-part 2

since the 1st one i wrote for about few weeks ago (the journey so far part one.) and today i feel wanna share few thing about myself and what i'm going trough currently.

1st the boring daily life...

huh! after grab my very 1st degree from the uni i live for a job here in Subang...at 1st it was so interesting and feeling cant wait of what is going to happen next but after a year spending time here i felt like so boring and frustrated at the same time...kinda i don't get what i am expected to be...sitting in front of the PC from 9-6pm and did the same things every single day just make me so sick of it...ohh...gile tak besyukur kn.... I'm trying so hard to digest all this...but then i feel so bersyukur of everything cause happen cause a lot out there whose still struggling to get a job....enough..

the gym...

so after a few month working i manage to get my 1st gym membership, ya la it required for certain amount of money maa ...anyway this part is cool and really make me feel better and energize me very well after a stress working day.....yaa la after 8 month since i enter the gym, i mange to lose 20kg...huh...I'm too chubby.... and now I'm still heading to this place to archive my target...yet this is for my own good meehh..beside that i'm meeting new people...talking and sharing is the one i love to do at the gym beside exercising....hehhe :)...not forgetting gossiping...hahah....the truth is I'm not this kind of person who love to sweat and spending hours on the treadmill but after having a good time here i am falling in love with this healthy activity...yeahh.. still cant believe I'm doing this...still I'm not in my best shape yet, but one year from now i know i will look like what i dream off..heheh wish me luck...

further my study

the consequences of the boring and dule working activity encourage me to further my study really soon.(architecture take 6 years to complete it's two part..) so i make my self busy with the application for few universities and thanks God i manage to have it soon....still waiting for the scholarship and few things to settle up...but the funniest thing during the interview session was i still cant handle myself with the nervfeeling..aiyoo..hahah so sad...but my last interview was going great with me answering all the question given very well accept for the eyes contact with the interviwer which is quit a disaster..they said..i did explained to them what is the problem is but i think they don't really get the real situation. that i've been facing since i was 3 years old...I'm not perfect as other...but its ok...i do accept it as a gifted ability from the God that anyone don't have one like mine....the doctor said it is one in a million man!!....

the other option...no!!!..

so far everything is going better and i cant wait for the interview's result which might be reveal in the mid of April...so i wish it will be a good news for me cause i dunno what to do if i dint get it trough...perhaps i have another choice which is study in our local uni....hmmmm still considering it if i'm not make it with the scholarship...hope not....

*sorry my English quit bad..i'll trying my best to make it better....