distribute the (+) elements

few friends and relative always says that i am too positive in life , yet i figure out sometimes its really true...when my friends dump into a crisis, i am the on who always come out with this all positive words especially like this one 'hey, positive please, life is short!''

and after giving so much positive energy to everyone who seek for my help i feel sometimes me myself already lost some of the (+) elements after saying too much the nice word to the seekers! what the hell is it, yet i feel it is so real...and now i dont know whether i should continue on giving good advise or not..hhaha stupid rite...

may be i should do what ever i feel it rite...never mind at all if the good element mising from my life, i'll redevelop it myself,sometimes its really hard to get someone who really positive like me hhaha...

btw the holidays only left for i month time and im going to leave the lovely homeland soon...omg times is running so fast till i really fell its not enough!..life have to move on, people comes and go in life, i'll make sure the next few week i'll be staying at my parent house and do whatever i should do since i wont be back for 2 years time....

after all i discovered that ive only spent 1 weekend in kelantan..only one weened! the rest i was in some where else and for sure not in kelantan..oh shit!..like now i am in damansara typing and thinking of what is going to happens tomorrow...hahah

what is actually in my mind..i really dont know....but ya i'll stay positive, feeling so lonely i guess...really need someone in my life...i need to share everything i have now......:(

xoxo
enjoy life!